Crossroad
Monday, April 3rd, 2006The crossroads of life can be trying times. I am standing in the midst of one. Do I move forward? Should I take the left turn? Or the right? Those are difficult choices but decisions must be made nonetheless.
Since coming back to Penang, I have been struggling to get back into a consistent routine of cooking, housekeeping and work. My health has taken a beating because I have been unable to maintain the prescribed diet.
There are many things that I have planned to do. Those are the things that I would have found fulfilment doing. Nevertheless, I have been unable to get the assistance to support my activities of daily living in order to allow me to work on them.
Cooking, housekeeping and laundry is bogging me down endlessly. I am caught in an unending cycle of performing one of those tasks, rest and move on to the next. They have not only worn me out physically but mentally as well.
I am contemplating moving down to Kuala Lumpur. Although I love Penang, I find that the daily challenges that I have to go through here are not worth the effort that I am putting in. Yet, there are memories here that I am reluctant to let go of. Where should I go from here?
