I am a sucker for soppy love songs. It must my inherent melancholic nature that keeps me listening to these songs again and again. I guess sadness makes me feel more alive than exhilaration does. Sadness justifies my existence. I have many things to cheer about but I also have more sadness to wallow in. I do not know what I am rambling about. This must be one of those bouts of depression that comes and goes. I am an emotionally weird guy.