I keep nodding off in front of the laptop. It is only 9.45am now. I am going back to bed with a deep sense of guilt. It is a wonder how Wuan could keep this up all the time when I am around – waking up at 5am to cook for me before going off to work. Most evenings, she gets off work at around 7pm, reaches home at 8pm and often retires for the day way past midnight.