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Panicky

December 14th, 2005 - Wednesday (30 views)

Anxiety attacks when I need it least. I am fidgety, restless and unsettled. No matter how much I tell myself that I have been doing the right things the past few months this nagging feeling refuses to go away. It has latched on to me like a leech feasting on my jugular. The results this afternoon will determine how I subsist for the next few months. I am looking forward to it but at the same time not. This is really disconcerting.

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8 Responses to “Panicky”

  1. adriene Says:

    it’ll be right peter. not to worry. He has His hands on everything and He’s protecting you right now. God bless. I’ll pray for you too.

  2. Andreas Says:

    What is happening this afternoon?

  3. marita paige Says:

    It’s probably a combination of the strain and busyness that you’ve been faced with. Feel better soon.

  4. kimberlycun Says:

    why did you categorise this under “chronic kidney failure”? get well soon, k *hugs* i think what you’ve been doing is great. a lil anxiety is normal since you’ve got so much in hand. dont worry!

  5. Poison Says:

    My prayers go to you. Hope you results turn out good. God bless…

  6. Peter Says:

    adriene,
    Sometimes my faith is not that strong. I need to find peace again in Him again. Thank you.

    Andreas,
    That was a scheduled check up for my kidneys.

    marita,
    Stress I can take… but this…

    kim,
    Because it is about my kidneys mah. Will blog about it soon. Thanks. Hugs.

  7. Bkworm Says:

    In all your busy-ness, remember “Be still and know that I am God” - Psalm 46:10.

  8. adriene Says:

    yeah, what bkworm said is good. be still…. He has it all in His hands.

    take care,
    adriene