Anxiety attacks when I need it least. I am fidgety, restless and unsettled. No matter how much I tell myself that I have been doing the right things the past few months this nagging feeling refuses to go away. It has latched on to me like a leech feasting on my jugular. The results this afternoon will determine how I subsist for the next few months. I am looking forward to it but at the same time not. This is really disconcerting.